Thoughtful Thursday

This is where I am, right at this moment in time:

* Hopeful that I can take my love of photography to a new level.
* Sad because I miss the waterbaby (she would likely have been born sometime at the end of August or the beginning of Sept).
* Anxious because school starts in September and I want Remy to be loved and nurtured and I've heard too many stories. (The district we moved to is well known to have a great special needs program, but it is still a worry.)
* Excited because having more time to myself during the day will be a huge treat.
* Sad because I miss my friends. And my family. And my dog Pinter, who loved me oh so unconditionally and whose disappearance is shrouded in mystery (he just vanished, May 2009).
* Anxious because fall (winter) is coming and I don't know how I will do here. Toronto was hard. This is supposedly milder, but... I hate the cold. I'm scared.
* Amazed at my luck at getting to be Remy's mom. He's so awesome. His spirit shines large and bright and his happiness oozes out of every ounce of his being. And that's my son. My baby. He is his own, completely, but I will always remember his first breath and the years it took til he came to us. What a gift. Pura Vida. Pure life. BlogBooster-The most productive way for mobile blogging. BlogBooster is a multi-service blog editor for iPhone, Android, WebOs and your desktop