I'm wanting to go away for spring break. 

and then looking up trips I know I can't take. 

and knowing I need to put it into house selling. 

(and will call tomorrow. finally not feeling too sick.)

and still wanting to go somewhere fun. 

(fun meaning a pool. and warmth.)

it hasn't been a warm spring, despite it being a warm winter.

(and it's been very gray these last few days.)

(and I've been sick.)
(and not having fun.)
(and feeling hormonal.)

(just gonna sit and feel the feelings and let it be. it is. I am. and it'll be OK.)